I am taking the time to look back and forward on this special day:
August 21, 2017
What do you really want to change:
I want to change my relationship with value.
I want to omit the feeling that my storytelling makes no difference in the world and therefore why do it?
Again – change my ‘value’
I want to finish my novel – take the time to write and not judge whether it has the capability to reach people.
Omit – the ‘not going to be recognized’ mentality that has persisted in my filmmaker career.
Is it ego? Or is it a drive for my art to be ‘seen’?
I want to challenge myself to take the next leap to explore living in Europe.
I want to change my relationship with the world, work, lifestyle.
I want to feel valued both professionally and personally.
I feel limited in Canada from exploring who I am as a creative, experienced professional as well as an adult.
Based on Experience … but that doesn’t have to be so elsewhere… right?
How do you really want your life to be?
In a perfect world I would live in different places in the world as a writer of novels and have friends come stay and create in their own right. I would love to have a partner who is a creative and we could travel and live and create.
I have always believed I am meant to be with a professional music person, a producer? A writer of music? Not a musician per say… who performs.
Music has always been a driving force for me – not in its own right – but as a muse for my creativity. Perhaps I will find my creative partner to share adventures with?
If not, I would still be happy and fulfilled to have creative friends visit and create in my space.
I want to make enough money to live and work, travel and save for retirement- to not ‘survive’ or worry about what will happen to me.
I want to make a difference.
What can you improve?
I can improve my clearing of things – to get unstuck and open up space.
Physical space – apartment.
I want to feel I have fulfilled my destiny.
Currently – I feel that I have not.